I’ve Got a War In My Mind

 

Last July fifteenth

I laid down all my cards

The thing is... I’ve had a year

To sashay my ass away from the empty podium

And yet here I am, still

Fighting for my love

In a shell, I’m keen to abandon

It’s you...

It’s always been you...

The reason I flip the tables

The stubbornness I have to disable 

It is you

And it will always be you

I love you more

More than winning

More than losing

Come judgment day

Let me be firm in my affirmations

That I am better off

Without you and

You are better off 

without me.